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just some random cool sign i saw somewhere. : D
thank goodness.
last few days were quite enjoyable ones, especially compared to the preceding few.
saturday was rj band concert, when we were superlate even though we met superearly,
thanks to zach. =D
stoned at coffee bean @ j8 with joel and zhao,
eating our money in the form of mudpies and brownies in the process.
several hours spent there, randomly meeting yaoxian in the process.
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boredom does things to people.
got our money conned by the florist with 8dollar sunflowers.
rushed down to rj only to be late for the concert by half and hour.
we stoned,
sang numerous songs
and danced mass dances
under the rj streetlight for very long while waiting for lynette's debrief.
AND
you gotta admire joel for his thickskinnedness with the korean girl. :D
not bad, not bad.
we went to j8 for erm "supper" XD and i reached home at like oneplus(ohmy).
sunday was also a great day.
mer, grace and i went to ngee ann city to support tis for danceworks.
even though it was hot, crowded, noisy and the whole event was rather draggy in nature,
i thought it was relatively enjoyable.
nj's dance groups (present and seniors) were predictably good.
not surprisingly, tis rocked. =))
even though i have no idea why she was trying to hide her nonexistent ERM "fats"(????), as she likes to call them.
timeline:
waited
met mer and grace
waitedwatchedperformancewaited,
waited X100000000000000 but yeah i think you get the idea.
but nevermind, was worth the wait in the end. XD
we went to swensens afterthat with tis.
(met jafnie and rachelchew and tenbillion people)
i ended up eating my bakedricething so slowly while waiting that i became SO FULL
and i ate half of tis' chicken.
ohmygoodness, i was exploding.
and yeah we erm.
took pictures. (send grace, send! send tis, send!)
=D

tis and i. =)
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let's take a pic! *snaps*

OMG TAKE AGAIN.
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grace and i.

HAHA neoprint-not!
we went to watch a movie afterwards.
music and lyrics.
a relatively nice show with comic moments.
omg cool hipthrust, alex. i gotta learn that one. =D
went over to sentosa LATE that night to find my familyy haha.
throw in some pigging out all through the day,
there you have it,a fantastic day!
thanks guys! (:
today contained random stuff that i did that i'm lazy to blog about including uniform buying etc.
except for when i met tis at amk hub for her to shop for jo's presents.
roamed around the whole evening at amk hub and novena square and velo-city(pleaseplease don't kill me XD).
somehow, i had a pleasant time.
=)
EDIT: i felt this was of special mention. :D
today, tis and i (mostly not me =D) had super cool moments.
at these moments, we felt like we were the coolest people around.
and if you ever get my gist, you'll know. =DDD
COOL MOMENT COUNT: 4867512975315426849.
Labels: Daily, Friends, Misc, Ramblings, Random
have you ever had
that feeling?
like you were so helpless
that you could not do anything.
anything at all,
but go with the flow
and put on a mask and pretend to be strong
while you knew deep down that you were not?
like you felt like you were going to cry,
but you knew that you just couldn't
for whatever reasons?
to keep that image intact,
to live up to your name,
to avoid all those questions,
and act like nothing was wrong?
tears may not flow so easily for me,
but even so,
they stream down inside me.
everytime i think of losing you,
(not that i even have you in the first place)
-that sinking feeling
just comes.
so will someone please help me,
and tell me
what in the world should i do??
today has been one of the most difficult days in my life.
i think it really ranks up there.
it didnt start out good at all, they took our valuables for safekeeping,
and refused to return them.
i felt so damn lost without my phone.
LOST and LONELY.it was a totally emo day.
i doubt i've ever felt so horrible in recent history.
there were prolonged periods when i felt so lost,
so lonely even though there were people around.
if not for yi xuan, i would have stoned the whole day.
luckily, i got my phone back somehow.
best move of the day.
it was salvation.
who better to rescue me than my very own superhero, tis! =))
[you sew your own cloak]
smsing her really kinda cheered me up muchly.
the ranting and moaning to each other was life-saving.
you don't know how grateful i am.
honest. (:
not to forget mer, grace, rachelchew and jaf for the smses!
i really really do miss all you guys whom i've left behind!
thanks to everyone who's been behind me all this while,
encouraging me and trying to cheer me up.
i appreciate it,
deeply.
thank god for friends.
My a01
My a01 lies over the ocean.
My a01 lies over the sea.
My a01 lies over the ocean.
O bring back my a01 to me.
Bring back, bring back,
Bring back my a01 to me,to me.
Bring back, bring back,
Bring back my a01 to me.
adapted from "My Bonnie".
today, i was but constantly thinking about you.please, tell me tell me what to do.Labels: Blues, Friends, Misc, Ramblings
since this is what's been chosen for me, i guess thats it.
i won't even bother hiding my disappointment.
its a fact.
i totally am disappointed.
especially the part where i'm leaving everyone behind.
old friends,
new friends,
seniors,
classmates,
hockey teammates,
schoolmates.
sorry that i never had the time to know you guys better,
i'm truly, deeply sorry.
to you
-whom you may or may not know who you are-:just when i thought i was beginning to find what i've been missing all my life,
someone just had to pull us apart.
but i'll never forget you guys and the wonderful times we've had together.
trust me-
never.
in actual fact, all i am now is confused.
tired, and confused.
sad, tired and confused.
upset, sad, tired and confused.
i have no idea what to expect tomorrow.
now that i'm here,
a little help,
please?
thanks to everyone who's touched my life.
especially,
you.(check back in future for possible individual shoutouts.) =)
Labels: Blues, Friends, Misc, Ramblings