I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen She left before I had the chance to say (Oh) The words that would mend the things that were broken But now it's far too late, she's gone away
Every night you cry yourself to sleep Thinking: "Why does this happen to me? Why does every moment have to be so hard?" Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you
The taste of your breath, I'll never get over The noises that you made kept me awake (Oh) The weight of things that remaind unspoken Built up so much it crushed us everyday
Every night you cry yourself to sleep Thinking: "Why does this happen to me? Why does every moment have to be so hard?" Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you
Of all the things I felt but never really shown Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh
It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight Just give me one more chance to make it right I may not make it through the night I won't go home without you And I won't go home without you And I won't go home without you And I won't go home without you
6/20/2007 10:53:00 am let uswatchsunsets together.
Monday, March 12, 2007
yesterdays.
just some random cool sign i saw somewhere. : D
thank goodness.
last few days were quite enjoyable ones, especially compared to the preceding few.
saturday was rj band concert, when we were superlate even though we met superearly,
thanks to zach. =D
stoned at coffee bean @ j8 with joel and zhao,
eating our money in the form of mudpies and brownies in the process.
several hours spent there, randomly meeting yaoxian in the process.
boredom does things to people.
got our money conned by the florist with 8dollar sunflowers.
rushed down to rj only to be late for the concert by half and hour.
we stoned,
sang numerous songs
and danced mass dances
under the rj streetlight for very long while waiting for lynette's debrief.
AND
you gotta admire joel for his thickskinnedness with the korean girl. :D
not bad, not bad.
we went to j8 for erm "supper" XD and i reached home at like oneplus(ohmy).
sunday was also a great day.
mer, grace and i went to ngee ann city to support tis for danceworks.
even though it was hot, crowded, noisy and the whole event was rather draggy in nature,
i thought it was relatively enjoyable.
nj's dance groups (present and seniors) were predictably good.
not surprisingly, tis rocked. =))
even though i have no idea why she was trying to hide her nonexistent ERM "fats"(????), as she likes to call them.
timeline:
waited
met mer and grace
waitedwatchedperformancewaited, waited X100000000000000 but yeah i think you get the idea.
but nevermind, was worth the wait in the end. XD
we went to swensens afterthat with tis.
(met jafnie and rachelchew and tenbillion people)
i ended up eating my bakedricething so slowly while waiting that i became SO FULL
and i ate half of tis' chicken.
ohmygoodness, i was exploding.
and yeah we erm. took pictures. (send grace, send! send tis, send!)
=D
tis and i. =) let's take a pic! *snaps* OMG TAKE AGAIN.
grace and i.
HAHA neoprint-not!
we went to watch a movie afterwards. music and lyrics. a relatively nice show with comic moments. omg cool hipthrust, alex. i gotta learn that one. =D went over to sentosa LATE that night to find my familyy haha. throw in some pigging out all through the day, there you have it,a fantastic day! thanks guys! (:
today contained random stuff that i did that i'm lazy to blog about including uniform buying etc. except for when i met tis at amk hub for her to shop for jo's presents. roamed around the whole evening at amk hub and novena square and velo-city(pleaseplease don't kill me XD). somehow, i had a pleasant time.
=)
EDIT: i felt this was of special mention. :D today, tis and i (mostly not me =D) had super cool moments. at these moments, we felt like we were the coolest people around. and if you ever get my gist, you'll know. =DDD
3/09/2007 02:38:00 pm let uswatchsunsets together.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
have you ever?
have you ever had
that feeling?
like you were so helpless
that you could not do anything.
anything at all,
but go with the flow
and put on a mask and pretend to be strong
while you knew deep down that you were not?
like you felt like you were going to cry,
but you knew that you just couldn't
for whatever reasons?
to keep that image intact,
to live up to your name,
to avoid all those questions,
and act like nothing was wrong?
tears may not flow so easily for me,
but even so,
they stream down inside me.
everytime i think of losing you,
(not that i even have you in the first place)
-that sinking feeling
just comes.
so will someone please help me,
and tell me
what in the world should i do??
today has been one of the most difficult days in my life. i think it really ranks up there. it didnt start out good at all, they took our valuables for safekeeping, and refused to return them. i felt so damn lost without my phone. LOST and LONELY.
it was a totally emo day. i doubt i've ever felt so horrible in recent history. there were prolonged periods when i felt so lost, so lonely even though there were people around. if not for yi xuan, i would have stoned the whole day.
luckily, i got my phone back somehow. best move of the day. it was salvation.
who better to rescue me than my very own superhero, tis! =)) [you sew your own cloak] smsing her really kinda cheered me up muchly. the ranting and moaning to each other was life-saving. you don't know how grateful i am. honest. (:
not to forget mer, grace, rachelchew and jaf for the smses! i really really do miss all you guys whom i've left behind!
thanks to everyone who's been behind me all this while, encouraging me and trying to cheer me up. i appreciate it, deeply. thank god for friends.
My a01 My a01 lies over the ocean.
My a01 lies over the sea.
My a01 lies over the ocean.
O bring back my a01 to me.
Bring back, bring back,
Bring back my a01 to me,to me.
Bring back, bring back,
Bring back my a01 to me.
adapted from "My Bonnie".
today, i was but constantly thinking about you. please, tell me tell me what to do.
3/07/2007 08:48:00 pm let uswatchsunsets together.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
so thats that.
since this is what's been chosen for me, i guess thats it.
i won't even bother hiding my disappointment. its a fact. i totally am disappointed.
especially the part where i'm leaving everyone behind. old friends, new friends, seniors, classmates, hockey teammates, schoolmates. sorry that i never had the time to know you guys better, i'm truly, deeply sorry.
to you -whom you may or may not know who you are-: just when i thought i was beginning to find what i've been missing all my life, someone just had to pull us apart.
but i'll never forget you guys and the wonderful times we've had together. trust me- never.
in actual fact, all i am now is confused. tired, and confused. sad, tired and confused. upset, sad, tired and confused.
i have no idea what to expect tomorrow. now that i'm here, a little help, please?
thanks to everyone who's touched my life. especially, you. (check back in future for possible individual shoutouts.) =)
3/03/2007 03:18:00 pm let uswatchsunsets together.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
just keep me where the light is.
weather was cold today. rained all day. was actually a very slacky day, had only one tutorial and one pe lesson. all others were free periods. -___- except for gc lesson. timothy and i had to give the lesson haha, was rather...weird. and oh so many people ponned class today! slackers! XD
after school, waited around at a01 table with lex while he was contemplating whether to pon debate. the rain made clement and i unable to play hockey. =( waited, waited. met tis. went with her to amk hub to roam around and get doughnuts. its rather remarkable for a suburban mall, you guys should check it out haha. lots of cool shops opening there. we went to macs to stone and do work and talk. wasnt really very productive, but it was enjoyable. =) ahhhh math, hunger and erm touchy plants.
the plant that kept tickling me. =D
i've been stoning around in school very often lately, esp after school. i guess since my time here's most probably running out, might as well enjoy the company i've got. i'll miss you guys. i really will. loads.
=(
john mayer-gravity.
Gravity, is working against me And gravity, wants to bring me down Oh, I've never known what makes this man With all the love that his heart can stand Dream of ways to throw it all away Whoa, gravity is working against me And gravity, it wants to bring me down Oh, twice as much ain't twice as good And can't sustain like one half could Its wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees
Oh, twice as much ain't twice as good And can't sustain like one half could Its wanting more that's gonna send me to my knees
Whoa gravity, stay the hell away from me Whoa gravity, has taken better man than me Now how can that be Just keep me where the light is Just keep me where the light is C'mon keep me where the light is C'mon keep me where the light is
anyway, calling for anyone with primary school pictures of me and my friends! exclassmates and all, please inform me if you do have any! =D thanks loads!
2/24/2007 11:37:00 pm let uswatchsunsets together.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
split screen sadness.
john mayer-split screen sadness.
And I don’t know where you went when you left me but Says here in the water you must be gone by now I can tell somehow One hand on the trigger of a telephone Wonderin' when the call comes Where you say it’s alright You got your heart right
Maybe I’ll sleep inside my coat and Wait on your porch ‘till you come back home Oh, right I can’t find a flight
We share the sadness Split screen sadness
Two wrongs make it all alright tonight Two wrongs make it all alright tonight Two wrongs make it all alright tonight Two wrongs make it all alright tonight
"All you need is love" is a lie 'cause We had a love but we still said goodbye Now we’re tired, battered fighters
And it stings when it nobody’s fault cause there's Nothing to blame At the drop of your name It’s only the air you took and the breath you left
So maybe I’ll sleep inside my coat and Wait on your porch 'til you come back home Oh, right I can’t find a flight So I’ll check the weather wherever you are Cause I wanna know if you can see the stars tonight It might be my only right
We share the sadness (two wrongs make it all alright tonight) Split screen sadness (two wrongs make it all alright tonight) We share the sadness (two wrongs make it all alright tonight) Split screen sadness (two wrongs make it all alright tonight)
I called because I just Need to feel you on the line Don’t hang up this time And I know it was me who called it over but I still wish you'd fought me ‘til Your dying day Don’t let me get away
Cause I can’t wait to figure out what’s wrong with me So I can say 'this is the way that I used to be There’s no substitute for time Or for the sadness(two wrongs make it all alright tonight) Split screen sadness(two wrongs make it all alright tonight) We share the sadness(two wrongs make it all alright tonight) Split screen sadness(two wrongs make it all alright tonight) Oh and the sadness It's alright, it's alright Oh and the sadness It's alright, it's alright Oh and the sadness It's alright, it's alright
2/22/2007 10:11:00 pm let uswatchsunsets together.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
them frickin' hypocrites.
some people really irritate me. especially when they're not doing their jobs. and by jobs, i mean like full-time jobs. oh, i wonder who?
i wanna fly, but you ain't teachin' me how.
instead, you're trying to discourage us. i know you look down on us; i know you really do. and you're not the only one. but please keep it to yourself and live up to your job.
frickin' teach. and please, practise what you preach.
why the heck am i cursed with such people constantly, everywhere?
or maybe its just me.
on a lighter note, you go, jin! think of more PRACTICAL ways! XD
and yeah thanks to everyone who's looking out for me!
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just some random cool sign i saw somewhere. : D.jpg)
boredom does things to people.
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let's take a pic! *snaps*
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grace and i.
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jackery.
me, joan, rach chew.
horny b number 2 and me.
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playing in an arcade-not. actually, seksy time.
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jin got his brand new racket, and i had this brilliant idea of decorating it. =D.jpg)
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your hardworking ct reps. =).jpg)
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no words needed.