oh, you ignite me.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

inside wants out.

happy chinese new year!

so, the first day of the lunar new year's almost over.

i've had better.

for some reason, it just didn't feel as good as it felt in the past 16+ years.

relatively boring except for the occasional visit by relatives.

perhaps its due to the change in the routine schedule that my family has followed for many years;

or might it be because of the many uncertainties swirling in the air right now;

or maybe its just me.

maybe i'm just being stupid.

i'm really sorry,

i try,

but it doesn't feel like that happy a new year.

lets hope the next 2 days as well as the following 362 are better.

dammit, i have tons of homework to be done;

so much work, so little time.

i doubt i'll be able to do them.

should i continue running for council?

where will i be posted to?

so many unanswered questions, no answers.

i can't help it, but feel like i'm turning into some emo loser with constant moodswings.

someone save me, please.

i can predict that,

this month is gonna be one of the hardest ones to live through in my life.

please give me the strength.

why do i keep thinking of you?

the strength to make the right decisions,

the strength to treasure what i have,

the strength to get over disappointments,

the strength to start afresh,

the strength to be myself.

Labels: Blues, Misc, Occasions

2/18/2007 09:22:00 pm
let us watch sunsets together.

Friday, February 16, 2007

bouncy balloons.

went out for dinner with 6b'02 people yesterday @ J8's Cartel.
turnout was quite good and it was great fun catching up with them.
BUT.
before that, i had hockey in the frickin' heavy rain plus physical training.
although training was rather fun(no?), i was drenched INSIDE OUT.
luckily, i had this tiny towel with which enabled me to bathe, with the help of edwin's toiletries.
[he's this ex-cat high guy from the red nametag batch who was formerly from nj hockey too-he's cool]
thanks dude haha.
zach and huijun escaped from the sports talk(which we decided not to go to)early to leave for dinner.

thank you, 156;
oh mother of all buses.
we waited more than 45 minutes for the stupid bus-which never came.
we gave up and decided to take a cab to j8, which took like 10 minutes or less.
dammit.
Balloon love.
It's A Girl!
apparently, melissa, huijun and shihui were so touched by our seksy cards, flowers and stuffed stuffs that they decided to return the favour.
by giving zach, jin and i ginormous and erm cool(?) balloons and cards proclaiming our seksiness.
such was the case that they were rather eye-catchingly large and seemed more like they belonged to female toddlers.
or maybe its just me.
probably not, because jin wrapped his gorgeous barbie one in 4 layers of shopnsave plastic bags.
(more pics next time)

CNY "Celebrations".
chinese new year "celebrations" at nj were pathetic.
or at least it seemed to me.
having to take part in the calligraphy competition, we stoned and calligraphed our way through a good part of the morning in the canteen-actually, through the whole morning.
tell me how stupid that sounds.
stoned around.

and returned to cat high.
crashed the celebrations in the hall,
met and chatted with some teachers and friends.
thanks mrs chew(formerly ms tan) for your red packet! =)
Hall.
and oh yes, cat high's hall does feel so much better than nj's.
went out to subway for lunch with jin after that.
subway=love.
(:
Labels: Catholic High, Friends, Occasions, Presents, Reunions, School

2/16/2007 03:10:00 pm
let us watch sunsets together.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

so that's the difference.

happy valentine's day to everyone out there!

hope everyone had a wonderful day!
mine was great(besides lessons), with loads and loads of cool presents!

thanks to everyone who gave me stuff! =)
especially:
mer for her cute cheery balloon+touching heartshapedcard, tis for her sweet card,
tiffany twin's browniething and card, bernice's heart (XD),
chantelle my angel's flower, jun's miniscule cardthing and chocs.
and oh yes, jafnie's cool little packagething with lots of sweets! = D
and the manymany people who gave me lollies and chocs and gummies! =)
-tell me if you want special mention haha!
love all of you guys!

today's been quite an eye-opener of sorts for me as well as the many guys from guys' schools.
well even though i was expecting it because i have an elder sister and see her lugging back piles of presents every year but yeah.
i heard cat high and sji guys exclaiming about how different this is;
i agree totally.
Scenario 1: (Guys' School)
Single Guy-"Hey, when's valentine's day, coming soon right?!"
Attached Guy-"HUH! Last week???"
Scenario 2: (Girls'/Co-ed School)
Valentine giving galore on V-Day.
Person-"Dammit! I'm broke!"

i'm really really sorry if i haven't given you something today!
it really doesn't mean that i've forgotten you or i don't care about you;
tell me, and i'll make up to youu!
honest. =)
Labels: Friends, Occasions, Presents, School

2/14/2007 05:47:00 pm
let us watch sunsets together.