since this is what's been chosen for me, i guess thats it.

i won't even bother hiding my disappointment.
its a fact.
i totally am disappointed.

especially the part where i'm leaving everyone behind.
old friends,
new friends,
seniors,
classmates,
hockey teammates,
schoolmates.
sorry that i never had the time to know you guys better,
i'm truly, deeply sorry.

to you -whom you may or may not know who you are-:
just when i thought i was beginning to find what i've been missing all my life,
someone just had to pull us apart.

but i'll never forget you guys and the wonderful times we've had together.
trust me-
never.

in actual fact, all i am now is confused.
tired, and confused.
sad, tired and confused.
upset, sad, tired and confused.

i have no idea what to expect tomorrow.
now that i'm here,
a little help,
please?

thanks to everyone who's touched my life.
especially,
you.

(check back in future for possible individual shoutouts.) =)

Labels: Blues, Friends, Misc, Ramblings