just a short post today.
so many things to say, so many people to thank-
so little time.
i'm so sorry that i don't have the time to list down each and every single one of you who've wished me or made me feel loved today.
i'll try my best some other day!
but just to let you guys know, you're the best.
i couldn't ask for more
and i really appreciate what all of you have done for me;
sincerely.
its the thought that counts.
=)
Labels: Reflection
well, i guess life wouldn't be life
if it didn't have the bumpy rides
that come with it.
yet when you think you have it bad,
you realise that there are people really much more worse off than you.
when you think that you're not strong enough to pull through,
you find that there are always people there
to help you,
to give you support
and encouragement.
giving you the strength you never had.
i'll never neglect
the importance of
simply being there
for a friend
when he/she needs someone
ever again.
the good times wouldn't be as good
without the bad ones.
so.
this is how we grow.
from the experiences,
especially the most painful ones.
we get stronger.

the calling - stigmatized
If I give up on you, I give up on me
If we fight what's true, will we ever be
Even God himself, and the faith I knew
Shouldn't hold me back, shouldn't keep me from you
Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as I am
And live our lives, stigmatized
I can feel the blood rushing through my veins
When I hear your voice, driving me insane
Hour after hour day after day
Every lonely night that I sit and pray
We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together you and I
Just live our lives, stigmatized
We'll live our lives, we'll take the punches every day
We'll live our lives, I know we're gonna find our way
I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I believe in you, and I don't really give a damn
If we're stigmatized
We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together you and I
We live our lives on different sides,
We're gonna live our lives
Gotta live our lives
We're gonna live our lives
We're gonna live our lives,
Gonna live our lives,
Stigmatized.
you can't see these words,
for a reason.
so,
shhhhhhhhhh.
:D
Labels: Lyrics, Reflection
i guess today has more or less given me a sense of closure.
for now.
its been a wonderful past week,
and hanging out with
you-and not to forget all my other friends-
has but made it more enjoyable than ever.
even though its only been a coupla months,
it feels like its been forever.
its like i've found what i've always been looking for.whenever i'm next to,
or just thinking of you.
i get it.
that elusive, warm and fuzzy feeling
that everyone searches for.
-i hope its here to stay.-that
<3.
Labels: Reflection
everything's getting clearer, slowly but steadily;
its as if the sun has chased away the early morning fog.
what was all blurry and confusing's gradually coming into focus.
seems as though,
i'm a changed person.
i don't look at them the same way anymore,i think of you.or am i?
its been so short yet so long.
yet i've loved it, am loving it, wanna love it forever
and hope it lasts.
or is it all just wishful thinking?yes, i believe its gonna be alright after all.
as long as we all hold on and never let go.
but please,
tell me if i'm reading these signs wrong.
i'll help you start all over again-a thousand times over
if you
ask me to.she's the sweetest drug.Labels: Reflection
time is the best medicine.
i guess thats thats just what i need now.
things will all sort themselves out with time,
or so i hope.
all we've gotta do now is just
hold on.
thanks to everyone who's been there for me,
constantly giving me encouragement and support.
i can never repay you guys enough,
and you have no idea how much you people have helped me.
especially:
mer, tis, zach, grace, becky, beiru, rachel chew, joan, jafnie, bernice.even if your name's not here, thank you so much for helping me in any way!
at the root, there's nobody else to blame except for myself.
but no, no more self-pity.
it ends here.
almost time to change some things around here.
after slacking through the most of my life,
with things always ending in disappointment,
i think that its high time for a change.
time to prove the detractors and haters wrong.
so come on, look down on me now all you want.
while you still can.
i just need the determination, persistence, strength and support to last the journey.
will
you be my berth and shelter from the storm?
bring back my bonnie to me.Labels: Reflection