here we are now.

posting left me feeling extremely shocked and confused,
and to be honest, pretty disappointed.



but what can be done?


nothing.


hahah so ohwell, i guess i'll just have to live with what i've been given for the remaining 1year7months or so.
not like i'm any stranger to disappointments,
and not like i'm planning to stay in this organisation any longer than i need to hahaha.


i'd much rather have been posted to the spf from the very beginning,
where at least i'm pretty sure i would have some sense of interest and passion in my work..


but then again, nobody always gets what they want.

and look on the bright side,
at least i'm not posted to guards!
haha..



gotta think of ways to maximise my time,
should i take some courses or get some part time job like giving tuition?
any contacts?
(:




anw, thanks guys for your support.
especially going out to my shur.
=)
let's jiayou together.



and i hope that i can make it for aj's family day!