this just feels different.
so different.
from anything i've ever felt.

feels like its.
next to perfect.
[even with all the blips]
it just feels like it's a dream.


seventeen years on and i guess this is
the whole new promised world;
what so many people long and yearn for.


even though one day we may very well just wake up from this seemingly perfect dream,
i want (us) to be strong enough,
to be together enough,
to just understand one another enough,
to be able to withstand anything,
anything,
that comes in our way in the future.


and even though i know
it won't stay this easy and carefree forever,

there is just this...


feeling.


this knowledge that you'll never be alone,
that there will be someone for you to hold
someone to turn to when the time arises.
someone who can be a constant even in times of change.
someone,
whom i want to be with even in my future.


this inexplicable feeling when you're able to BE there for someone,
to make them feel better when they need to;
to hold them (up) when they're down;
to just,
be there.



this overwhelming desire

to want to make it work


to be with you (forever?).



the feeling that we can,
and we will,
make this last.
(and the last).


thank you for all your understanding.